i will paint you perfect.

perfectly distorted.
in all the little ways.
you mean the world........

and it's all just a dream.
nothing is real,
and i'm just a ghost.


i learn the hard way.
same lessons again.
and again....
and again.


when we disconnect.
i find treasures beyond any other measure.
beyond smiles.

words are nothing.


green.
the world around me.
silence.
observation.
embracing it.

taking it all in.

[ive been busy/avoiding the world/hiding from your voice]

here's where i've been.