i will paint you perfect.

perfectly distorted.
in all the little ways.
you mean the world........

and it's all just a dream.
nothing is real,
and i'm just a ghost.


i learn the hard way.
same lessons again.
and again....
and again.


when we disconnect.
i find treasures beyond any other measure.
beyond smiles.

words are nothing.


green.
the world around me.
silence.
observation.
embracing it.

taking it all in.

[ive been busy/avoiding the world/hiding from your voice]

here's where i've been.

euphoria.

i am.

good morning.

dreams.

i used to.

[love is just a game.]

i live for the earth.

the dirt and the wind.

pathways.

journeys.

intertwine.

hung hung hung.

UP.

lions and tigers and bears.

oh my, oh my.

never know what to expect.

time.

it just a matter.

just a matter of.

its a fever, i wear.

fresh air, fresh air.

and a negative analysis.

reminded me of things, i learned once before.

and will have to learn once again.

a ghost for lies.

and then i wonder.

whats this plague?

flowers.

fields.

tall [brown] grass.

runner. runner. running.

glimpses.

sunlight.

fireflies.

dreams.

euphoria.

oh darlin'.

time.

something I haven't seen much of theis week.

here's a glimpse of what i'm preparing for you.

wonderland.

lions, owls, & deer. oh my!

days like today.


i don't know where to begin.


but im quite sure where to end is my home sweet home.

a ghost for thought.

a beginning.

a mind.

a life.

known to none.

but soon to you.

ghost girl.